Give a little more

I'm just laying here on the sofa, stoned on Neko, Fiona and Amy. The rush has run through and I'm coming down a little rough, feeling messy and sweaty. I'm trying goddammit I'm trying again. Move fast and you're manic move slow and you're depressed, I can't win. I do wish I could pay someone to come take all of my Christmas decorations down and pack them back away until November 2015. The future. We are living for the future while wearing clothes of the past. I fucked up somewhere. There are some regrets, some things I would change. Anyone who says they wouldn't just has to be lying. Bold moves. No one can ever say I didn't make bold moves. I'm one huge bold move.